I feel like you don’t even love me anymore. Everything we talked about when we got back together went through one of your ears and right out the other. Maybe you should find someone that can be freaky with you all the time because I can’t. I can’t talk about nothing but sex 24/7. I want cute messages that I can screen cap and look at every time I’m feeling down…but we don’t even have conversations like that anymore. I want to be able to tell you problems that I think we have without causing such an uproar. I want you to fight for me to stay every time we get into an argument. I want long messages describing how much you adore me and how beautiful you think I am. I want a phone call at random times just because you want to hear my voice. I want some freaky conversations..but they can’t all be like that. I wanna have conversations where it’s almost impossible to run out of things to talk about. If you ever read this, I know you’re going to text me right away telling me how my standards are too high and no one can live up to my expectations. Yeah they may be high, but I deserve it.